Casablanca

[rinue]

I'm terrified right now. Not exaggerating. There are components of a "shock" reaction. At some point, ideally, I will write an entry and it will be brilliant, but right now I'm incapable. We're talking burn my social security card abandon my car fade into the woodwork afraid. I nearly said paranoid, only it's justified. You should be too.

I'm sorry; I can't function at the moment. I would drive to Nevada if it wasn't a full day away, just because I know Patrick would understand.

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You'd be surprised...

[ailei.livejournal.com]

regarding the outrageous level of my own paranoia, and my ability to believe what seems unbelievable. If you need to talk, you have my phone number, yes?

Love you,
Ailei