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They didn't know it, because you never show it
Feeling less stressed now that there's a shooting schedule and I can see with my eyes what the parameters are. I can do things that are very difficult as long as I have reassurance they are theoretically possible.
On the other hand, I've just been asked to do something impossible at work, but I flat out refused to even pretend I was going to try. On another week, I might say "well, they're paying me to waste this time," but this week . . . no.
Long-term stressors that are falling away: Ciro is done with school, and we're set to move in October. My parents are very much looking forward to seeing us, and I am looking forward to once again living with adults I trust.
Letter from Val arrived yesterday. She spends twice as much on postage as I do, because she likes to write one-sided on thick paper with expressive handwriting. I write tiny and would do it on tissue paper if I thought it would be legible.
Ciro and I have started doing stretches before bed, and I do seem better rested, but this could be coincidence. I've also been wearing my mouthguard to bed to still my gnashing of teeth.
On the other hand, I've just been asked to do something impossible at work, but I flat out refused to even pretend I was going to try. On another week, I might say "well, they're paying me to waste this time," but this week . . . no.
Long-term stressors that are falling away: Ciro is done with school, and we're set to move in October. My parents are very much looking forward to seeing us, and I am looking forward to once again living with adults I trust.
Letter from Val arrived yesterday. She spends twice as much on postage as I do, because she likes to write one-sided on thick paper with expressive handwriting. I write tiny and would do it on tissue paper if I thought it would be legible.
Ciro and I have started doing stretches before bed, and I do seem better rested, but this could be coincidence. I've also been wearing my mouthguard to bed to still my gnashing of teeth.